i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, October 11, 2004
blogging again... juz came home from work.. hmm... yawns.. tired...
so happy.. got another lollipop again... wahaha... ray is so good.. gif me lollipop eat.. wahaha... thanx! heehee...
nth much to say.. juz wanna say smth to de person who is concerned abt me.. i will fulfill my promise... i will be happy.. i will smile again... i will.. i promise... thanks...
*i wont be alone. || 12:12 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.