ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, September 10, 2004
yo.. me blogging again.. whoo!! today so sian!! haha.. tiring thou.. haha.. supposed to go to skool for ocom n s&w lessons de.. hoho.. den? haha.. wake up late!! so never go loh.. -oops-
but cannot let ah ma n ah gong noe i pon mah.. haha.. so i left home loh.. wa piangz.. den dunno wat to do loh... den sit under a block, smsing wid wn.. haha.. damn sian loh.. dunno go where oso.. wanna find phui hae de, call her den she still having lessons.. ah!! damn sian!! alamak!! if i noe i not going to skool hor, i might as well go fetch my EnErGy loh!! ah!! ah!! miss them like MAD hao ma!!! haix.. haha.. den wn got call mi n tok wid mi.. but den like so paiseh loh.. not tt kind of blushing de paiseh loh.. is like, we so long nv tok le, den suddenli liddat tok feel so gangga liddat.. den he oso nv say much.. den i say batt low den hang up le.. haha!!!
alamak.. den sit under a block, aruging wid wei loh!! idiotic guy.. quarrel until quite jialat.. sia lah.. den i did smth terribly wrong loh...!!! now im so painful...!!! but at tt point of time realli veri pekchek loh.. so painful now.. abit like regret.. but bobian.. haix.. alreadi done le.. wat to do?! sianx.. den went to plaza makan.. haha.. wanna eat sushi buffet de.. but den not enuff $$.. haix.. den eat at foodcourt loh.. den go play badminton.. yea badminton rawkx! den go home le.. ended a day liddat.. sian bah..
so sian now loh!! nth to do!! ah!! watching 'bi li huo' n blogging.. nth to do sia!! ah!! oh ya.. heard a damn nice song from jace de blog.. damn nice loh!! its call 'san ren' sang by a guy n a gurl, called chijon n aimini i tink.. haha.. wat a name!! but de song veri nice!! hmmm, will try to load it here de!!
tml another Damn Sian day loh.. go skool for an hour de lesson?! might as well dun go rite?! piangz! haix.. 1Lo2 gurls decided to book a badminton court!! yea!! heehee!! from 12pm-3pm... shiok man!!! ya, got ask 1Lo1 de classmates along.. hope can get to noe them better thru this 'gathering' bah!! yea!! so, So, sO, SO looking forward to badminton tml!! yea!! badminton rawks!!! whoo!!
nth to blog le.. oh ya.. change my blog's song le wor.. jang nara.. sweet dream.. like it so muchie!! haha...
but... daodai is veri nice!!!
::: wo zai xing fu de men wai, que yi zhi dou jing bu lai, ni lei ji gei de shang hai, wo shi zhen de hen nan shi huai :::
::: er wo dui ni de qi dai, bei ni yi ci ci shuai huai, yi jing sui cheng tai duo kuai, yao zen me pin cou geng cong lai :::
*i wont be alone. || 2:28 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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