ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
whoo.. blogging again... today pon klass again.... haix... getting naughtier n naughtier.... bobian... dun feel like going wong soon fatt de lessons... haix... see him i oso sian... den oso nv go for de 1hr cipr lesson... went to eat breakfast wid wei... so sian....
during biz stats... o1's peeps help zester celebrate his bday... haha... finally noe his name.. today is his bday.. happie bday to u, happie bday to u.. happie bday to zester... happie bday to u.... [lame] haha....! but their klass really looks gr8... they like so together... so bonded... hmmm...
after skool still cannot go home... muz stay for eals retest.. ask wenzhong to teach me de impt stuffs so tt i could at least pass... whoo.... he's a gr8 teacher man!!! haha.. n he say im a fast learner too!! wahahaha!! yea... but looks like im going to disappoint him... haha.. dun tink i did veri well for de test... haix.. bobian... i tried le.. tink i realli gotta work hard le.. exams is REALLI cuming... next month... de first paper is on 16 oct... shit!!! im realli starting to get worried.... holidays is finally over! maybelx, u gotta work hard!! veri hard!! there's 3 papers.. u at least muz pass 2... alright?! better if pass 3 lah.. wahaha... i realli hope i could do well in biz stats.. im trying hard.. thou in klass lurve to chichat... but still could catch de main pts.. but for eals... tink i need to seek help from wenzhong... hope he doesnt mind.... exams is a torture... gosh...
realli dun like poly life... sch ONLY started for 2mths+... not yet 3mths... n exams is coming... am i not adapting.... or am i slacking... both bah... haix.... i need help... i need a miracle.... i need hope... i need motivation...
im so happie to see yk havin so much motivation in his work.... he realli aims high.... n he realli could put in de efforts... maybe... im juz a loser... dun wanna study... juz hope tt de hard work n late nights i spent 1 or 2 weeks b4 exams will work... haix.. if only i could haf de motivation yk has... b4 prelims even started.. he's already working so hard... wat abt me.. i still remember for my 'o's... during my prelims.. im still slacking... dun even bother.... chasing my beloved energy... haha... energy took up so much of my time... now not anymore... lesser time for energy... perhaps too lazy le.. getting tired... every event oso de same thing... queue n queue... scream n scream... haha... but i ENJOY it... whoohahaha!!
this few days watching mvp valentine AGAIN!! whoohaha... still so in lurve wid angu.... he's juz so de gr8!!! wonder how is he doing now... whoohaha.... [zhe jiu jiao zuo lan qiu] so kool!!
shit... tml got 3 hrs of wong soon fatt de lesson... how? cannot pon already loh... okie loh.. go go go loh.. haha... surely gif him attitude de... wan my fone rite... haf it man... as if i even care... throw it on de table, right under his nose... right into his face!!! whoohaha!! damn attitude... haha... cannot dun bring bag tml loh... too many things to bring.. so bobian... gif him de fone loh.. he better dun cause any 'injuries' to my baobei... if not.. haha.. complain him ah... wahahaha...!!!
well... shall update again... 1Lo2.... u gurls rawks!!
::: ta zou le dai bu zou ni de tian tang, feng gan hou hui liu xia cai hong lei guang, ta zou le ni ke yi ba meng liu xia, zong hui you ge di fang deng dai ai fei........... xiang.... :::
::: Lydia.... so nice.... :::
*i wont be alone. || 1:16 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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