ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
blogging again... now in library project room.. doing cipr project... but joanna n blurden haven reach yet... only me n laine... waiting for them... sianx sianx.. haix... 3hr break today.. whoo... cipr project haf to present later.. haix.. cipr... surely fail de... projects not done veri well.. de assignment for this week still haven submit.. oh no! last week de oso din submit!! shit!! blurden, u say wanna help me de.. -sad- sobx!!
haha... juz now take back my eals retest... got 49 marks... but mr lim let me pass... 50%.. great... haha... muz jiayou... if i pay more attention in class, sureli can do it de.. wahaha!! but, veri slack leh... everytime dun feel like paying attention de.. hahahahaha!!!
haha.. den ytd nv go to skool... wahaha... so sian loh.. denise oso pon... haha.. spend a tiring day.. haha.. last night.. i walked home... from JURONG!! jurong loh!! n i stay in bt panjang loh!! piangz... haha... so crazy!!
shit... tml got ocom... thou not my turn to present yet... but haf to be there... if not de teacher will deduct half of our marks... tts not fair!! my presentation is next week.. but, bloody hell!! i din even done a single slide loh... haix... prepare to repeat le lah.. so sad...
so sianx.. haha.. took a veri funnie pic ytd... denise say its my 'baboon face'.. wahaha...
haha... funnie mah?! -lolx- haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss him so much... he's all tt matters... yyeennkkaaii... my sendoh^7... wonder how is he doing now... hmmm.. he's having prelims now n im busy wid skoolwork n exams too... kinda neglecting each other lately.. kinda sad.. sometimes he wanted to sms but im juz too busy or tired... feel so sad... wonder how he feel... will he feel de way i feel... if he do... tts my biggest joy... sendoh^7... my greatest happines... but my heart breaks...
::: People say letting go, and moving on shows signs of strength, but that's only what meets the eye. What takes strength, too, is chasing after your love. Despite what everyone says... you're holding on :::
*i wont be alone. || 2:03 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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