ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, August 19, 2004
blogging again.. on a wednesday afternoon.. this week is study week, so no school.. lol, but doesnt seems tt im studying.. yea, but haf studied biz stats abit last nite lah.. tired loh.. i hate study week man!! i wan to go to school, for certain reasons!!!
nv tok to him for abt 3 days le!!! 3 days leh!! y?! y?! maybe im juz too irritating.. maybe joanne is rite, no matter wat is de consequences, juz tell de person tt u like him.. at least u wont haf any regrets.. but, can i do it? NO!!! thou joanne is rite, but i prefer to keep my feelings.. i tink its better not to let him noe.. in case he avoid me or wat.. ah!! saw him online everyday loh, but dun dare to double click his nick!! wth!! ah!! ah!! i realli hate myself sia!!
but still, today im in a real good mood!! finalli its wednesday!! im meeting yk today!! at 5:30pm at jelapang lrt station!! yea!! happy happenings!! thou our 'date' may realli be short.. but, i will treasure every seconds when u r standing in front of me! even ur bei ying, i would oso keep it in my mind..
after meeting yk, going to meet mummy wor.. but not for shopping this time, lol... meeting her for dinner wid daddy... haha, she bought me a jumper wor.. yea!! hmmm.. wat shld i wear leh? lol.. haha.. muz da ban mei mei go meet yk.. lol!!!!
wa liew.. after watching twins effect II, fall in love wid twins loh.. lol.. actualli alreadi like them le, but after de movie is like crazy abt them loh!! esp. their songs loh.. so nice.. download le hao duo.. queue le hao jiu.. but its all worth it loh!! their songs r realli damn nice loh!! esp. a song they sang wid Boy'Z.. si xin bu gai.. nice nice nice!!!!!!
twins`rawks!!
...::: zai xiang ni, ni xiang wo ma? ::: guo le zhe me jiu, hai shi zai xiang ni ::: zhen de hao xiang ni oh :::...
*i wont be alone. || 4:50 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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