Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wow. I haven't been blogging like for forever.
Busy. Really too busy to spare that few minutes updating. I mean, who cares about blogs now anyway? Do people even read blogs anymore?
Whatever. Just got this sudden thought to actually log in and and try to blog about something. Anything at all.
Updates?
Today is the my last Beginner's Korean class. Aww, that is so SAD :(
Wednesdays used to be my most favourite weekday for the past 10 weeks. Not anymore, until intermediate starts.
Work?
Still as busy as always. Could hardly find time to catch with old friends (if any). It seems that I have cut off all connections to people.
Working crazily on weekdays and locking myself at home on weekends. Serve me right for the isolation I'm going through.
I don't have anything else to blog about. This just sucks, big time. Apparently, everything just sucks.
I kinda feel really pissed off these days, for whatever reasons. Things just do not go the way I want them to be. Though it has always been like this, but it is gradually becoming worse. I don't know but maybe I am expecting a little too much from people? Or I am too taking things for granted. Just some certain things, some certain issues and some particular people. It's not easy. Really not easy. To be able to be around people amicably forever. Things just change, somehow, for the worse. So it doesn't matter I guess. Because one day, I would change too and I would probably accept things better than I could right now.
Guess the only good thing that I could mention about now is that, I am expecting a long weekend ahead. Which allows me to shut myself for hibernation again.
One last thing, Korean is just so interesting.
너무너무 좋아해요.
안녕.
*i wont be alone. || 1:23 AM
Thursday, June 04, 2009
Workaphobia.
Its already half way through 2009 and I'm dying already. I do hope I could survive to 22 years old.
Economy should be getting better soon. So, what can I expect even? I would still be stuck in this job, pathetically paid. Where else can I be? Though I enjoyed working here, even for the additional unpaid hours. But somehow, I am just tired. It just seemed like a dog chasing its own tail. I am getting nowhere.
And what's worse? My greatest fear came. I'm starting to drag myself out of bed to work everyday. And when I am washing up, the only thing that's on my mind was "I so do not want to go to work today". And another few months later, I will feel like getting out of here with the excuse I am not happy working here and later settled with another job at a shittier pay, saying "I am happier this way, bite me". God, this vicious cycle never ends! And who knows, three years later I might be doing voluntary work at SPCA!
The only good thing that seemed to be happening right now is that something irregular in my life is becoming regular. Well, but I am not enjoying it either.
Maybe I should learn to appreciate life as life is.
*i wont be alone. || 1:32 PM
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Its another 9th May.
Well, it seemed like it had became a yearly routine.
I will send a birthday wish sms and the reply that I will receive is expected.
"Hey, thanks. Glad that you remembered."
Oh, not really that expected. For a couple of years, the reply I've received is "Who are you?"
The point is, do you really think it is so easy to forget a date that used to be so important to me?
Yes, I've tried to forget. But just everytime when its 9th May is near, for that particular week I just couldn't be myself. The clock in my heart will just start to countdown. Like its another year.
Its okay.
My point is, why should I forget for the sake of forgetting?
Happy 21st Birthday.
*i wont be alone. || 4:12 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
My precious Coach.
I just came back from yet another Taipei trip last Monday, and sorry to say that Miss Coachie is gone! Yes, it came back with me from Taipei and it left me in Taipei! Ironic, isn't it?
Well, don't start. Cause I am obviously not happy about it. Ok, it has been with me for more than a year and you might say that the value has been well used. But hey! It's not about the monetary value, it's about the value itself. I've always think that I am destined to own it! Now that I've lost it, I felt like some part of me is gone. (That's a bit crappy.) But afterall, it's the first 'branded' that I owned with my own hard-earned money!
Xi said that it's just time to buy a new one. So can I just say that Miss Coachie chose a very, very wrong time to be missing cause yours truly just could not afford a new one at this very moment!!! Gosh!
Lesson learnt: Not to be bring things too valuable overseas, else, bear consequences.
I don't even feel like talking about the rest of the Taipei trip.
Yada.
*i wont be alone. || 1:04 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
E.N.E.R.G.Y.
她來聼我的演唱會
在十七歲的初戀 第一次約會
男孩爲了她 徹夜排隊
半年的積蓄 買了門票一對
我唱得她心醉 我唱得她心碎
三年的感情 一封信就要收回
他記得月台汽笛聲聲在催
播我的歌陪著人們流淚
嘿~ 陪人們流淚
她來聼我的演唱會
在二十五歲戀愛 是風光明媚
男朋友背著她 送人玫瑰
她不聼電話 夜夜聼歌不睡
我唱得她心醉 我唱得她心碎
成年人分手后 都像無所謂
和朋友一起買醉卡拉OK
唱我的歌陪著畫面流淚
嘿~ 陪著流眼淚
我唱得她心醉 我唱得她心碎
在三十三嵗 真愛那麽珍貴
年輕的女孩求她讓一讓位
讓男人決定跟誰遠走高飛
嘿~ 誰在遠走高飛
我唱得她心醉 我唱得她心碎
她努力不讓 自己看來很累
歲月在聼我們唱無怨無悔
在掌聲裡唱到自己流淚
嘿~ 唱到自己流淚
她來聼我的演唱會
在四十嵗后 聼歌的女人很美
小孩在問她 爲什麽流淚
身邊的男人 早已漸漸入睡
她靜靜聼著 我們的演唱會
*****
我也一定會靜靜聼著 你們的演唱會
*i wont be alone. || 2:12 PM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
有人說：“天下的媽媽都是一樣的”
這句話
打死我都不會認同
*i wont be alone. || 9:50 AM
Friday, February 06, 2009
飛輪海. (This is so not me.)
當月光被寂寞遮蓋 心情像末日般黑暗
你懷疑城市快崩壞 誰可以信賴
當生命被推向懸崖 回憶瞬間快格倒帶
你知道最後的呼喊 誰會立刻回響
我知道我就是答案 不怕你來麻煩
我知道當角色互換 你也一樣照辦
連接我的動脈 感受彼此存在
熱血互相灌溉 溫暖 澎湃
流過我的動脈 傳送喜悅悲哀
同步心跳節拍 同一個未來
當我在旅途上落難 惡夢像蜘蛛網糾纏
就快被撕裂的夢想 誰幫我保管
當我又做錯了判斷 失敗像崩塌了的山
天空中只亮著絕望 誰還肯給我光
你就是不變的答案 沒嫌過我麻煩
下一次當角色互換 我會加倍奉上
RAP:
空氣裡飄散危險的訊息在蔓延
不約而同我們都搶先一步 想擋在對方面前
深陷在暗黑世界 正義是陽光鑄造的寶劍
好與壞同進同退 團結是無堅不摧的堡壘
我們還能相信明天 交會的眼神就是信念
心臟再累都不怕衰竭 還有彼此的動脈隨時支援
*****
我沒有發瘋 我沒有愛上飛輪海
純粹只是很喜歡這首歌 可能是因爲MIT的關係
而且 詞寫得真的很不錯 鄭楠嘛 出自他的詞都很棒 XD
我親愛的謝佩希 要快點好起來哦
醫院的護士們和醫生 最好好好地對待我們家謝佩希 否則!!!!!!!!!
我們也不能怎樣........
*i wont be alone. || 12:58 PM